I had my job interview today. I don’t really know whether it went well or not. Not an ace-in-the-hole, let’s say. It was tough getting prepared during March Break and with the husband working and then catching up on much-needed sleep all weekend. Afterwards, I thought I should tell the girls that it went really well, but we have to wait and see because they can only hire one person but there are lots of people who want the job.
Now why would I lie to my two daughters? I pretty much felt like crying all day after this stressful event so I definitely needed to come clean with them and say I just didn’t get a great feeling from the interview, and now I am going to have to wait and see what happens.
I guess I just thought it would be easy to get back in the workforce and show these two girls of mine how great the world thinks I am. I want them to see me being successful. The only problem is that I can’t seem to figure out how to measure success. Is it paid work in the business world that I need to be considered successful? I don’t know anymore.